怎么办？

怎么办？！ 我真的做不到！！！ 但我又能怎样呢？！！！

Anyone?Please help me? I CANT DO IT!I REALLY CANT DO IT=( WHY?! WHY ARE YOU TREATING ME LIKE THIS!

THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT ISNT IT? YOU ASK FOR IT!!!THEN FACE IT!!! IDIOT!!!

No matter what happen as long you're happy then im okay with it. I will try my very best to forget everything we went through.

The first time we met,
The first time we talked,
The first time we chat,
The first time webcam.
The first time we hug,
The first time we kiss,
The first time we hold hand,
The first time you cooked for me,
The first time we went to miri together,
The first time we fight,
The first time you kiss me infront of your friend,
The first time you called me baby,
The first time you said i love you to me,
The first time you bought me gift,
The first time you angry at me,
The first time you smiled at me,
The first time you laughed at me,
The moment we say we love each other forever,
The moment we kissed,
The moment that you cried because of me,
The moment we fight and get back together,
The moment we laughing,
The moment we argue-ing,
The moment we saying back each other,
The moment we dance together,
The moment we sleep together in car,
The moment we walk around at mall,
The moment we sing together,
The moment we feel freedomly when shopping at the miri,
The moment we take picture,
The moment you suprised me,
The moment we talked in the phone,
The moment you promised me would take care of me,
The way you used to treat me like im your everything,
The way i lead on your shoulder everytime when watching movie,
The way i hug you and you hug me back,
The way we kissed,
The way you touch my face,
The way you touch my head,
The way you asked me why m i so cute,
The way you look at me,
The way you smile at me,
The way you say i love you,
The way you trying so hard to tell me how much you really love me,
The way you promise me,
The way you disturb me,
The way you make me angry,
The way you make me speechless,
The way you comb my hair,
The way you kiss my forehead,
The way I ask you to study,
The way you feed me and i feed you,
The way we said goodbye to each other,
The way we used to chat,
The way you tell me how much you miss me,
The way you tell me how much you love me,
The way you tell me you cant live without me,
The way you tell me you would love me forever,

I promised you i will try my very best to forget all these thing. All these memory we had together.All the moment we went through.

Can anyone tell me that this is not happening? ='(

Tears can you stop falling? im begging you...

And im sorry for dissapointed all of you.

For those who wish us to be forever.

Im sorry i cant make it happen.Although i really wish but i failed. Sorry to dissapointed you guys.

 And anyone who have any idea about forgeting someone PLEASE INBOX ME IN FACEBOOK!!! I will thanks you so much!!! please help me to forget him.I'm living in such a pain. PLEASE! GOD~ please help me =( and i promised i would be a good girl and wont lie to my parent anymore. I know i have dissapointed my parent so much because of myself loving someone who dont love me anymore. I know i make you feel sad. Papa mama im sorry ='( i dint mean to hurt you guys feeling. I am truely sorry. I promised after this i would be a good girl. 

Daddy, sorry for letting you dissapointed at me. Sorry that i dint listen to your advice at the very first time. This is now i get back in return for not listening to you. Please dont lose your trust on me.Daddy I love you <3

Mami, sorry for letting you to feel embrassed to have a daughter like me. Sorry for letting you dissapointed at me. I promised you i will be a good girl. And thanks for all the time helping me to went out with him. Mami I love you <3

And YOU!yea you! I swear to god i will do anything TO FORGET YOU!!! Thanks for making me an unfillial daughter.

All these months i thought it would be worth for doing this and felt sorry all the time. And now i finally got your answer.

Thanks for letting me know who you really are. I love you so much but i HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING SO MUCH!

I dont know that isit you really dont love me anymore or you trying to make me hate you. Because i still have a strong feeling on you and it tell me that somehow you still love me and you got your own reason for doing this to me. I really hope this is true but whatever it is NOW. YOU HAVE TRUELY HURT MY HEART. nothing going to change the fact. You hurt me. I dont know see-ing me hurt so much did it make you feel happy?or feel sorry? Is this what you really want? All the things we went through and it come to the end just like this? IS THIS WHAT YOU REALLY WANT?

Thanks for letting me know what a true love world would be like.