Endless Story: feb 14 is just not my day.

Hello! Happy Belated Valentine's Day too all of you! So do you guys enjoy your Vday? Especially YOU!my dear angel! Im sure that you must be mad happy now hope you will be like this forever. Promise? <3 I will never want to see you sad again! Haih somehow I wish Im still in Brunei so I can hang out with my sister, Annie,YeeLin. I miss them like ....nothing can describe the feeling. Hope they are missing me like this much too=p

To be honest, I never celebrate Vday before so I actually dont know how it feels like to receive flowers,presents and stuff. *ok I did receive presents before* but just not from the one I really love before.

I felt so frustrated last night, and i dont know why. I felt that im so rude to my parents. My mum been asking me to hang out with her and daddy yesterday but what i did is keep rejecting. No, I dont wanna go out. I dont wanna see so many sweet couples and im alone with parents. I dont know why I have this kind of feeling. I really dont. Yesterday morning, I had breakfast with my parents at my house markets, then my dad greeted me Happy Valentine Day so loud and I actually Shh him. Which I dont meant too. That moment I was shy to let people know that Im alone. *very stupid* Uh god can you tell me why?

So I thought yesterday I wont be going anywhere *which what I wish for* but mami suddenly again suggested to go Vivo City *fyi-its a place where super many couples go.* I actually dont feel like but since brothers said okay too which mean all of them will be going and I dont want to be at home alone. So I followed.

Yes, when we reached there all I can see was girls holding roses, presents,bears and stuff. Like uh *jealous?* lol every where every corner have couples hugging each other and stuff. Dont understand why my mum want to go there,really there was nothing to do at there! Went there need at least one hour from my house then not even at there til one hour then went back home. Stupid right? -.- Anyway, I still have my valentine date! Which is my baby niece! She is like my everything now! Its like I cant live without her even a day! haha.Love her too much!

I do wonder when then I will have a boyfriend again (a nice one), Im not rush, just wonder. and who will it be? How does he look like and stuff. When I can actually celebrate Vday with my love one? (other than parents). haha Why I have this thought in all sudden? pfft. I am not going to be in a relationship until i found a really good guy who i can trust on or else i rather be forever alone. haha...

Okieee..enough with those love thing.blerk.

I love this picture even tho its kind of fail because my hand cover the flash.

If you can see, the blue colour lights there are all couples. haha and ofcours alot more behind me beside me aiya everywhere la! haha

My date! Her parents is just so bad!Went to have dinner and left her with me and mami. haha

Trying to be emo hahahaha

Forever Alone.

IM TRYING TO DIET OKAY!

OH YEA,I started in love to take picture with flash light on.*which i hate it the most last time* Cuz i look really ugly with flash light but now I think it look quite good >< so maybe you should try to take picture with flash light on too? =D