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I FEEL LIKE TAKING A KNIFE AND STAB MYSELF!!! I WANT TO DIE!!!! FUCK!!!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!!!!!!FUCK MY LIFE!!!  but i wont do that ofcorse!ITS STUPID DOING SOMETHING LIKE THAT! * I JUST FEEL LIKE DOING IT* SO ANGRY YET SAD!!! HAIH!!!!!!

Today afternoon i actually have something to do to discuss the thing about tomorrow going to  RTB thing and YET IM DIDN ATTEND JUST BECAUSE I WANT TO SEE HIM! and NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO AND SAY WHEN I REACH RTB...hey you, his friend FUCK YOU MAN THANKS FOR THE PRESENT yeaa ;) I REALLY APPRECIATE IT =)

I really feel like scolding all the badwords man!!!! I AM SO ARGH!!!!! I CANT EVEN SEE HIM EVEN A SEC!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!! I WAIT AND WAIT HOPING YOU WILL COME SOON and then?! WHATEVER LAH!  JUST TAKE IT AS WE DONT HAVE FATE!!!

GOD WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME???

I thought that today went to mall can see him and make him happy so he will feel more happy when go to CHINA and yeaaa thanks to his fucking friend dont know discussing what! i really wonder what are you discuss i asked and you dont reply me thanks man...i really love it when you dont reply my msg it make me feel really GOOD! THANKS YEA! =DD and it make me feel good too when waiting your msg like HOURS! M I IMPORTANT TO YOU? nyeh nyeh yes i am i know~ lalalala~

OKAY I JUST SAW HIS FRIEND STATUS~ Cas Kooh, Li Chun Hong, Bryan Heu -xiaobryann, William Lee, Sia G. Perng, Ray and Foo!!! i have a great day with u all !!! u all make me smile alot today....thanks alot....^^ ♥
 WHAT THE @!#$%#@! any word worst than fuck?im bored saying fuck! okayy his girlfriend is so freaking sad that cant see him and he dont bother to msg her dont bother to care her ? and he is intrested in making his JIEJIE SMILE? LI CHUN HONG THANKS ALOT MAN!!! THANKS MAN!

I HOPE YOU WILL KNOW HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME =)
i know its nothing to let me angry about just put aeroplane ma nothing else...or you can say ''my friend bah!i call him faster liao'' lalalala...

SO let me tell you the reason why im angry k?
1st- you dont msg me after school
2nd-you dont tell me what time you go mall
3rd-only when i msg you FIRST then you msg me
4th-you dont reply my msg or you dont bother to reply or you want to save ur message?okay whatever i dont give a damn =)
5th-if you want to see me there is nothing can block you coming to mall =)
6th-when you know that im angry you dont bother to cheer me a sorry wont solve everything k?i AM A GIRL I NEED YOU TO CHEER ME UP!
7th-can you please dont let me wait you msg like an IDIOTS?
8th-i really get fucked up waiting your reply

dont tell me that because im with my classmate at night ..FYI im alone i didn have the mood to eat wasting my money to pay the buffet ...

Okay im sorry if i make you sad or angry after reading this. This is the only way can make me feel better instead of taking a knife stabbing myself. and do you know what is the feeling of holding your tears and try not to cry???im doing that from afternoon til now! i really want to cry but i cant! i dont want my parent to worried about me...so yeaa i think tonight im going to cry til sleep again..nyehnyehh xi guan jiu hao lar...

It make me feel better saying this i dont mean to make bad ur name or reputation(watever) i just want to find a way to let me express my feeling~ i hope you can understand

Anyway~ i had finished all my shit talked.. so i am going to forget about this thing~ and not to angry you. You should know its hard for me to mad at you~ Have a save flight tomorrow.Take care.Drink water okay?wear jacket if you are cold.Wear blanket when sleeping dont kick the blanket away.Must listen to what mami say ok?Be good boy ok?and enjoy your trip in CHINA. DO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF =) Byebye. i love you =)

you can angry me after reading this i dont mind but i hope that you can know more about me =) so its worth letting yu angry me =)